Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Time Keeps on Tickin'
I thought a update might be in order. Been so long since I posted anything, quite a bit of life has happened in the meantime!
I was flipping though my previous posts and I will update ones that seem to have the most attention. Yes Jason Fillion is in fact still garbage, and my bio mom and I are still not talking.
I have no update on either of them. I am still waiting for the day Jason gets jail time, and as for my bio-mom, what she did to me was hurtful and I didn't deserve it. I thought that I wasn't good enough for a while but now I realize the problem is her not me. In the big picture of life, not knowing the entire story really doesn't matter. It does not change who I am either way. The man she said is my b.father is sterile - can't have children, never had any. So where does that leave me? The same place I was before. To know would be interesting but would make me no different. So time to move ahead and leave it be.
As for the rest of the world - Things are going pretty good. Family is doing well after battling serious illness's. I think 2010 will forever be remembered as the year of sickness. It will also be remembered as the year of strength and overcoming it. Two brave men in my family suffering similar illness's at the same time and fighting their way back. It was a hard year. Both doing well now and I am very thankful or that!
It's been a struggle since Jason-gate happened in our lives. We have had to fight our way through what I can only say is similar to feeling like wading through thick oatmeal with a parka and boots on. The good news is the wading isn't as difficult anymore and things are starting to get back to normal again. There is a light, I can see it and I am fairly certain this time it isn't a train. I am working again so that is helping too!
My Mom is doing pretty good, she is actually on vacation right now in Mexico. She went on a cruise last year and fell, breaking her wrist. The idiot doctor here decided to just leave it (saying it was healing nicely) only to find out it healed crooked (quite obviously crooked) and in order to fix it, she would have to have major surgery including taking bone from her hip. So she has decided to live her life with a crooked wrist (she wears bracelets) with limited use. Nothing much will stop my mom! lol
I still have the same goal - get in shape! I am going to do it! I start tomorrow. I will see how it goes and if it goes well I will share with you how I am doing it, maybe make a different blog for just that - what do you think?
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